firstly, let me tell you a quote which goes something like this
When you are already in a hole, don’t dig it more…
thats exactly what happened yesterday and day before yesterday..somehow i am not able to stop my thoughts wandering everywhere except cfa ..a very bad level of concentration and indifference to the situation..I am not feeling the degree of emergency and i am not able to judge the amount of effort needed. I should look for something which can help me focus on my studies for next 40 days. And I should look for it really quick. If I cannot keep myself committed volunteerily, i don’t deserve to clear this exam.
so its all upto to me.